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HAPPY TEACHERS' DAE!

Woooohooo! Coool dae sia. haha. although not mani j2s came back, i felt qt pleased alr since our class turnout was RELATIVELY good since ages. haha=)

in the morn wa. pouring "elephants and hippos" to quote melissa. super big rain i see liao veri sad also. o.O the jnrs damn swae lah, first event rain liao. haha. must be nv do the "anti rain" onions and chillis as daen said. den in the end All Children had to Exercise Simultaneously in the hall instead. gloreee u were late! HAHA but nvm i found meat eventualli. and luckily. dancing alone or w someone who dunno the dance is not fun, i've tried it b4. the atmosphere was qt good lah. see the jnrs first time do stuff also not bad liao! i think last yr we most prob also looked liddat, take time to learn doesnt it? =) den later we, as in the few of the class, went ard outside the audi to look for our tchrs and such. haha. qt cool at least our pres was qt big and i think they wld have enjoyed taking them ard to loooook well'loved. HOHO. and i gave my hours of hard work to the tchrs too! haha hope they like them man spent more than 10 hrs in total! o.O

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haha veri funni and happi esp ms tan's reaction. =) i feel appreciated!!!

den later on went in to the concert, was qt like-tt-lor kinda mood at first, den when the new tchrs performance came WOW haha altho i din know them they are wae cool and funni! everybody so amused!! haha just like last yr when i was the prog ic, realli happi to see ppl enjoy ur concert, and plus this yr i think more ppl turned up. veri good! overall veri nice feeling, but also weird cos now, u are not in charg but the jnrs are instead. good job junrs though! haha theodore u still followed my suggestion.

den after that also went to look for mr sam lee HAHA yah i wld sae that he's realli a good fren. wa todae td celeb if not he sure scold me for my sms: "COME OUT NOW! HAHA"

HAHA i bought a sunflower from the jnrs GSes cos they were so insisting you-must-buy look. haha i asked them to give to mrs ang from a secret admirer! haha.

later went back dhs w liow weiquan and wah din see mani ppl actualli. tchrs and batchmates alike. most ppl floating ard were j1s! the j2s are qt -pathetic- hmmm prelims are coming ppl?

met an lao shi, mrs phua and mrs ho onli (4E) din see our beloved mrs janet tan she said she got some meeting or smthg. ms wong also mabbe she nv come back, mrs bok also on leave. Hais. mrs tan beekee also nv see o_o. So SIAN diao lah. dun have the DUNMAN feeling liao, its die-ing offfff.......

later went to lunch at arang and den went home liao. met chinyong also, long time no see liao.

AND i have a dunman boy doll! at first din wanna buy one 20 bux! but in the end weiquan buy and jeldine and charlene and ying jie also buy, so i decided to get one myself. CHAO Real!! omg so cute lah everything so real even the tie is like, tied. haha.

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(w my specs, look so cute rite? xP)

Gum 8/31/2006 07:09:00 pm

Mindy
HAHA i dedicate this entry to an amazing fren of mine called Mindy, otherwise known as AUNTIE Mindy. =P

haha actualli i also dunno wat to sae. as in many things i wanna sae also not suitable to be said publicly.
anw this is cos i just read her blog earlier this evening and that im truely, as i have alwaes been, amazed by some things this girl does. Of cos, the things she did for council is like, got eyes can see for yourself. HAHA ppl alwaes complain shes auntie and wat, but i realli see more the nice personality in her instead. like way my mortal told me, ppl sae shes naggy but she's like a big sister to them (her OG) and yah. actualli i know that not everyone thinks she's an auntie lah but ppl dun like to convey their true feelings do they? mabbe onli when they are going to bleach (translate to chinese and slang a bit to get the relevent meaning) haha having the chance to work w her as a sales exec was indeed helpful to me understding more abt her.

but "officially" i think we could talk more freeli and w/o leng chang is the dae when we went to paint the murals for the autism sch. hehe. i still cant believe i actualli talked to her abt _____ just like that and it was well, comfortable. she's a nice person to look for when ya feeling "confused".

oops im gg off tangent totally.

wat i realli wanted to sae is that the thing i admire most abt Mindy is that she's able to be so determined to do wat she wants to do. abt the MINDS thing i mean. like she can just go ahead and do such meaningful stuff and im nohwere near that. Seriously. I had ALWAYS wanted to do smthg for the community and the less fortunate but i alwaes take time as an excuse. i dare not sign up for such CIP events due to fear of clashing w things like council. Thats correct lah. my mum's alr qt unhappi i spend so much time on council. and i also dun realli know where to go. Hais.. i feel dam inferior.

And she's still like getting 'A's. O_____O

In Conclusion, Mindy has done like the most things i've wanted to do actualli. how i wish i had the courage, time and support from my family and my soul to do such stuff. that'll be great.

Shucks. at this dx/dt, i might just ____ __ ____ ____ _____. Actualli after reading her blog, i felt like i wanted to be __ ___ ___ ____ _________ ___ __ _____ __ ___ ______.

Gum 8/30/2006 09:37:00 pm

haha i guess i STILL miss doing work. the feeling of doing things for the sch and being involved in smthg qt big. even brainless jobs are fun.

well, todae i passed by the classroom where i jnrs where wrappin flowers, and passed by the welfare room and saw panda (chio) and decided to help the td comm w the decor in the audi a bit. in the end i din help as much and left earli.. wa nearli met mrs ang lah just after i left and went toilet and came out, i saw mrs ang walking toward the audi! wah.. if i was still there mabbe the jnrs will be blamed for like requiring the snrs help. but i was a VOLUNTEER. hahaha=D

im gg back to sch tml to see the prog also, hope it'll be nice but i have a feeling that mine last year will be better.

the juniors dun seem to have a sense of urgency, do they?

Gum 8/30/2006 09:25:00 pm



77 Photos

77 & Mrs Cheng

77 Guys & Mrs Cheng

77 Girls & Mrs Cheng

77 Ugly photo

77 & Ms Tan

Den Mr Remedios joins in!

77 & Mr Loo

77

77 Jumps?

WALAO I'm damn fedup liao the blogger uploading photos service is faulty lah waste so much of my time just uploading and failing and uploading and failing.....

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Haha not delibrately post one, but qt cool eh?

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77 & Mr Yeow

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77!

Gum 8/30/2006 09:00:00 pm

Even though Information Technology has advanced so much, I am still unable to communicate effectively with you.

Gum 8/29/2006 10:45:00 pm

Doing stuff for the sake of doing it

i had always rejected the idea of doing things for the sake of doing it. well although i do that often like gg to sch for the sake of gg, i try to do things to enrich my time. i refer more to those things done for the sake of doing it to get u a good CV for eg.

i dunno.

just finished my CCA testimonial, and i feel i have so little to write abt. but wat ive done is wat i wholeheartedly felt i shld do except for mabbe ONE CIP thingie. Although im proud that ive not tried to make make my testimonial look good by delibrately doing things i wun do or dun feel like doing, i know that deep inside me in one corner, i hope i had done so.

i wished for that little while i had tried to plan my life in hc and did more enrichment and stuff. and organised stuff perhaps. so that ppl will see wat i've done. u see, the big companies out there see your paper first, and by the length, it alr discounts your chances. not that they only want ppl with lots of activities, its just that everyone seems to have done so that if u have not, u are at a disadvantage.

im still proud of myself that ive not done the things i despise. but i think i'll do more the next time, but no too OVER.



i wish.


i wish somedae ppl see u as a person, not as a CIP Machine, a CCA Machine.


first as a person, den a CIP / CCA Machine.


i wish somedae that scholarships and jobs had an interview panel that is made up of your frens and ppl ard u.


but den, ppl will start to not fake their testimonials but start to fake their personality more.


thats worse?


i wish somedae ppl onli communicate their true self.





but wishes dun come true often i suppose?

Gum 8/28/2006 06:10:00 pm

i promised my bro to mention him, so here it goes.

i hv a brother, he is called ah boy.

Gum 8/27/2006 07:16:00 pm

Lotsa feelings, Lotsa things to sae.

Hmm.. realli got qt a lot of changes in my thots and emotions these few weeks and esp these few daes. its like a lot of thinkin gg thru my mine.


Usual stuff like scholarships unis and career things are gettin better alr. now i know roughli wat im gg for and agarly know wat to expect lor. todae had a loong tok w my dad. it realli felt great. i mean i haven been veri close to my family all these while. ever since like abt sec 2 onwards, when GH, testosterone, LH, FSH and such controlled much of me and it seemed like frens were the MOST IMPT things in life den. of cos not forgettin grades. i kinda drifted apart from my family liao. i become badder to my bro, didnt qt like my sis at times, din have topics to tok abt w my dad. so onli mabbe my mum was the onli one i still toked to but it was still not much. all those hormones baddened my temper, n realli at home they didnt seem to care much. i guess thats all they sae abt growin up. BUT now i know ive grown. zeh i know u'll read this yah altho u wld deny me in my face, i sincereli feel ive matured. esp this yr.

Council


Council has help me veri much too. i learnt how to responsible, and i opened up more, and to appreciate others. all the ppl who are just your frens, your classmates, and u see how much they put into this 32nd. just a CCA, and yet they plan so much, think abt it day and nite, so much time and sweat. not that other CCAs like track DUN sweat, but we are a diff kind. some CCA that u cant just GO for it and get results, nor can u just sit in front of the com and get things settled. wat we do, u can onli undetstd if ya part of us. Amazing CCA - i nv regretted joining at all.

i recall the earli times when i was just like runnin for council myself. ppl sae im courageous, well i wld sae i was daring. i din know how to go abt doin it! my idea to make a vid died when the councillors told me my idea cannot at a veri late time. luckili i nv did much yet! wa i was so sad but i turned out to save me instead. in the end i just tried to funni and it was like wooooooo, either i succeed, or i sae goodbye. just a fine line in btwn but luckili, i pulled thru. actualli i wld sae that that was one of my proudest and greatest achievements of all times. i alwaes liked to be funni and make ppl ard me =), and by gg on stage alone and just tokin nonstop for like 5 mins, just tokin crap, i alr was like sososososo happi! i managed to make an auditorium of apollo laugh, and the applause i get for just being an entertainer was coool!! i cld see the love ppl had for me even. well mabbe for my jokes HAHA. i felt so proud of myself like i became instantli "famous" and just like that, i got into council. with nothing done and proven that im suitable to be one. And I'm trueli greatful to the apollo-ians support. if not for them, i guess my life wld have been entireli different!! thx sooo much for the chance.

And once i got into council, i was veri laxed and didnt be enthu at all. i was still qt introverted and eleco camp, i also veri quiet. thus, when i ran for fac head, i din get it. was rather depressin at that time, but again it turned out to be a good thing. actualli if fac head elections were like the 33rd elected by students, i wld have gotten it most prob (no offense to anione) But Welco was the place to be for me. i wldnot have survived in SnR seriously, not that theyre a bunch of ppl hard to get along with, but im just not that kinda person. i dun fit it. but in WElCO, its a totalli diff story, esp when the majority of the welco-ians are such nice ppl!! made realli close n nice frens!!!

i think im realli too naggy liao. siao i digress so much! haha alwaes liddat one once i start i cannot stop!

The whole journey is realli great! the Welfare room, the sales execs, the Teachers' Dae prog, the MAF fountain, the OH pizza selling and goodie bag packin, the prom, the O1 games, the CNYs, the eleco camps, the formals, informals, GMs, cheerin sessions, Welfare week, the slackin time in the welfear room or council room, my pigeon hole, the council room and welfare room itself, my boxes of stocks and foods!!!!, the frens, the tchrs, the spirit, the times, the memories, the demerit pts, the cleanin ups, the dances, songs cheers, the council cheer, batch dance, council dance, council song, batch song.... etc etc. wonderful things to rmbr.

i shall stop,or it'll take infinity time.

oh INFINITY reminds me! haha i got 6/20 for the third chem s test, thus i have improved 100 % this time! hahahahhahaha!

whr was i? (scroll back) matured hah? hmm.. yah i hv been thinkin sooo much these months that i seriousli matured a lot. i wanna be an integrity-man, i wanna earn $$ to support my family and give my parents a good time. i wanna do things my wae!

Anw frens out there rmbr to love your family! theres no one that loves u as much as ya famili members do, they alwaes care abt u and think of you. no matter wat they sae or do. Thus, show your love and show that u care. it may be hard to do so, but little things are those that count! dun feel awkward lah, just do it man! all these while, things that happened at home or outside has led me to think this wae, so i hpoe i can influence ppl ard me tooo.

Mango, durian and rambutan

i was also veri irritated by some things recently. a years worth of councilling has made me despise slackers and oh ppl, PLS BE RESPONSIBLE AND DO WAT U OUGHT TO DO LAH! some ppl are just not doing wat they ought to. just like this person i shall call him/her mango. mango is supposed to do certain stuff and it irritated me that mango's not doing it. or doing it but not doing it well. mango's a nice fruit that i can eat, but mango being lazy and "slackin" is just wrong for a great fruit like mango. ppl alwaes sae bad things abt durian and wat durian has not performed. well, durian definiteli does not have a great look, and it looks like it can hurt but deep inside, the fragrance is there, and durian delivers! we enjoy our daes and take durians for granted, just because durian does not appear all yr round and its rare to see durian ard, but its there for us. mango, on the other hand, shld be at least as tasti as durian but mango isnt at all. esp nowadaes gum feels like gum can stick to the job better than mangoes. definitely. mango is a nice fruit ive said but mango's just have not ripened yet. both mango and durian do not read gums blog so they wun see but i hope mango ripen soon. i dun have the courage to approach the fruit itself tho and choose to ramble on here, cos im afraid i'll hurt little mango.

rambutan isnt that great too. rambutan alwaes like to niao durian but rambutan's also slackin from wat i can see. how ironic when rambutan's saeing durians smelly and harms the children when rambutans bring so mani ants that even bite.

Seven-seven

i love my class, i realli do, but nowadaes....

77 has brought me so well into this HC culture. being a dunmanian doesnt eqquip u w the essential survial skills, but my class has helped me a lot! =) the first three months was such a blast, all the gossips and snrs too, made it beautiful. the fun times, the lame times, the bridges, the class times. i recall how i was able to develop into such a playful cheerful "carefree" boy. i cld joke ard in class like for GP and PW. HAHA last time i lameli do things in class, like saying i wanna be a giraffe when ms gan asks us abt wat we want to be, jokin about titanic cant join choir cos its supposed to "cant sing (sink)", which yr did titanic sink? left ear or rite ear? and hiding behind the ohp and using a deep voice to immitate dunxiang while he was standing in front and doing actions cos he cldnt speak. the papers we passed ard in CT session to write abt each other. the CSP lectures HAHA.

those were fun times! budden as council came in, i began to drift apart from my class. or rather, as studies came into the picture, the class became more and more apart. mind u, im not saying that we shldnt studi, but mani times i get irritated when ppl do things just for practical reasons, for grades and such. its DISGUSTIN how ppl behave. Muggin's fine, overMUGGING = yucks! hypocrites are worse. ppl start to pon lessons, or become selfish and monopolise the tutorial sessions. pls lah, tutors are not for u onli, they're class tutors, not private tutors. =( its so saddening to see ppl do soooo much to get the grades. are grade so impt, wat abt frens, sch? i know its rather unfair that i feel this wae just becos i dun mug, but there's a threshld rite. dont go overboard lah! Hais.

esp nowadaes that the prelims are coming, im beginning to see how ppl do not care abt rules, pon lessons esp PE, mug so much they dun care abt others. who cares abt spending time w your "best" frens when our time tgt are running low? my exams more impt lah! u think i love my frens den can get 4 A's meh? yikes. im particularli disgusted when ppl dun care abt teacher dae. tchrs spend so much time on us, cant we just do a little something for them? even if they arent the best tchrs ard, even tho some slack, even tho some may teach in a wae u dun like, even tho some are sometimes irritating, they're still our tchrs. no joke being a tchr, u thikn becoming tchr veri ez issit? u nv know how much they have to do. u nv know they have to manage stress, family too. just ask u all do a bit, not veri guo4 fen4 rite?

utterly disappointed at times. but there's still hope. i hope.

after prelims, i'll start doing more things for the class like i tried to do when council's ending. i hope that'll bring some humanity back into the group of ppl whom i spend most time in HCI w. i'll organise things i promise. pls, come back 05s77. i love u ppl. i miss u ppl.

i was so afraid the last dae of sch was super lousi. luckili it was fine! ppl still stayed back to take photos instead of rushing off like they alwaes did. OH PLS SEND ME THE PHOTOS WHOEVER HAD THEM!!!! I was so worried mr yeow wld let us off earli and then my two yrs of 77-ing wld end like that. anticlimax sia. but it was fine lah. mr yeow is a nice tchr, i appreciate him. he's a tchr who cares at least and hes frenli too. i had a nice half hr taking photos and seeing ppl take photos =)

[im sorry if i have offended anione in watever wae, its just wat i trueli feel inside me.]

two yrs have just zooomed past, faster than ani other two yrs of my life! so much gained, so much learnt. and now i gotta mug. still zero chapters mugged. not much time to waste. yet i just spent TWO hours w this entry.

oh i believe that i believe in karma.

no matter which god u pray to, who u believe in, where in the world u are, the good alwaes get rewarded and even if the good dun get rewards, they are alr rewarded w the good heart they have.


Gum 8/26/2006 05:32:00 pm

I REALLY miss those times when we were able to sweat and be dirty doing meaning full work. the feeling of using strength, though im not exactly strong, is great.

Esp, MAF Fountain, O1 Games, Eleco Camp.

Gum 8/21/2006 12:18:00 am

noooo, it STILL STILL STILL affects me.





tired. sian. hais. haha actualli also not veggi veggi sian la just a bit.

i realli hope i can stop all the HW. its dam sian. esp bio lah!! i wanna study but cant find the time to, cos im not that determined to mug like mani hwachongians are, and there's like never-ending bio to do! okay mabbe the bio teachers feel that its best to practise and wat not, but i feel i know myself best and if i dun start studying, im dieing. i have done ZERO chapters still BUT i'm not gg to die for prelims kae. so tml i shall start my challenge w mrs cheng and i realli hope she understds cos im just being frank mah. like i told her last week that i din do her tut at all and she warned me or rather everyone to complete ALL the plants qns, i onli did structured for one part.





fine, disregard sianzilla for some time.





sat went to acjc for PSC psychometric test. nothing much realli, cept that i went w shuai4 di4 aka peihan and lost pur wae somehow. HAHA. stupid. den the tests were tough but more tough cos they din allow toilet breaks and after onli abt 30 mins of the whole 2 hour stretch, i super NJ (Niao4 Ji2) alr. so the second and third tests were... u know...

oh yah the toilet veri funni. the dustbin got ACJC on it and somehow, they ended up having one with CJC and one even more off and funni, HCI. Laugh all u want frens.





just now watched the ralli, not too bad, saw my GP tchr Miss Tan PC =) and my xiong1 di4 twice and was rather funni. nv got to see familiar faces one.

man U won 5-1 Fulham! haha i sound hyper but actualli i'm not. well this daes i dun realli soccer liao and although i still support manU, nv that strong feeling alr and onli see see hear hear a bit lorZ. haha i guess onli xinyi will be super hyper over these man u things.

tchrs dae coming. hope ppl come back to school on the 31st. dun hear mani ppl wanting to come back but i will. i'll be back to see how the juniors do for TD and also of cos see the tchrs!=)

Gum 8/20/2006 11:46:00 pm

it still affects me.

Gum 8/18/2006 09:39:00 pm

(to escape the bio hw, im here, again.)

Even eating a potato brings back memories, a veri pleasant feeling =D

OMG. cant realli believe it at first but when i ate the cafe's baked potato todae after months not eating it, i realli felt i-dunno-how-to-describe inside me. Unbelieveable. just a bite, and i felt i have travlled back in time to somewhen earlier this yr, like march to may liddat.

The first thing i tot of was glori. i mean first person haha. i also dunno why but it just came to me. not like glori is a potato or i spent much time with her eating potato or something. i cant realli see the link. mabbe its just that period of time that i associate with her subconsciousli. i also tot of the cafe daes, the daes when we alwaes hang out at cafe for no reason but to eat the ptotato HAHA. rmbred this one dae when we had to stay back for cant rmbr wat shld be GM lah den i ate this cold potato which was -disgustin- also rmbred haining and the scene whereby like the nonstanding girls were doing the board thing for the nominees and we(the unneeded ones) were just there for no reason. i also recall that particular dae when i sat there and ate the potato alone with the Chem S hw in front of me and dunno which distinguishing tests to use. (and i went on to slp after that w/o doing chem s as usual)

Oh no the council feeling's back again. all those random feelings. once i start thinkin back i cant stop liao. ARGH. hahahaha. noooo i shall not go on, it will never end one lah!!

A single potato can make me think so much. wat if i ate ten potatoes?




I'll be bloated o____o

Gum 8/17/2006 11:26:00 pm

Looks like im going to be 100% confident that my chem S will get great results!

Im so much boosted by the org test. There were like two tests, the first one in dunno when and the one i got back todae-took in april. Hmmm.

I would sae i have the greatest percentage improvement in perhaps the entire hwachong Chem S history.

HAHA. guess what? i'm feeling no prouder than i had when i got an E8 for GP last yr.

I have improved INFINITY percent! (Fmaths students pls dun argue i am single math student)

Qn: How to improve THAT MUCH? like wat the?
Answer: can lah. lemme show u how i achieved this magnificent feat.

Test One: ZERO [0/ 20]
Test Two: THREE [3/ 20]

Improvement: (3) marks.
Percentage Improvement: (3 / 0) X100% = Infinity??

Wow. Why are u not impressed.

Gum 8/17/2006 10:23:00 pm

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烦!

烦到 pimples 都 kaboom 出来了啦...

Gum 8/16/2006 09:22:00 pm

I just read my daughter's blog, i realised how she was like me a bit actualli. i also dunno if its liddat but she doesnt look like she thinks that much but she does? just like how u wld not think i think tt much but i do.

I shall stop saying that you look dao and sleepy!

Actualli i realised todae that you have a cute smile too. haha though it looks fake, its fakeli cute.

Gum 8/15/2006 10:55:00 pm

I think ppl do not realli see me as the real me.

I dun think u will have felt that i was emotionalli unstable, but i am. Actually im not that emotionalli unstable, just that sometimes _____ can just make me feel weird. not like its a big thing or a big deal, but small little parts count and i am picking up these little things.

I seriously think i think too much, yet i cannot help it.
Mabbe i can help it, but i still let it dominate me.

After all, i am human.

Gum 8/15/2006 10:45:00 pm

Maths: 43 Chapters
Physics: 34 Chapters
Chemistry: 36 Chapters
Biology: 37 Chapters

Total: 150 Chapters

Done: 0 Chapters
Remainder: 150 Chapters


Good Luck Gum!

Gum 8/13/2006 06:24:00 pm

Home alone now, thus fell aslp (with food processing notes in hand) just now until my bro called me. HAHa. std one alwaes fall aslp. anw to keep me more awake i decided to come online.

Ydae went to Brightsparks Jobsfactory Wkshop in sch abt career and interview skills. Hmm.. this was wat i realli needed and although i nearli felt that i would regret showing my interest for this wkshop, i think i spent a nice dae. The facilitator was a frenli guy and ex-hwachongian scholar too. he taught us to find out things abt ourselves such as values, interests, skills and so on...

This made me realise how i actualli am deep inside me. frens close to me will know i alwaes sae and do things like helping ppl, trying to do good things and so on, but i discovered actualli I AM NOT THAT NOBLE AFTER ALL. i thought i din mind doing things that were not rewarding as long as i help those in need or do things w integrity. Until the part when i was looking at the top 5 values that is the most dominating inside me. i ticked so mani that i could fit them all in. Those abt Integrity and Truth, Having an impact on others blah blah blah were impt, but I couldnt cancel our those which involved being a professional, $$, or climbing up the ranks in a company. theres such a desire to be recognised, to do something "pro" and to make my famlily and frens proud, and to earn lots of $$ in me heart. i tot it wasnt impt, but it IS still in me.

Therefore, headache again lor. now, the teacher path doesnt look appealing at all. these few daes i hear so much abt EDB and businesses and these kinda companies scholarships that interest is growing. Now i see myself being part of a large compani and being so busi and meeting clients day in day out! Its cool, i get to meet ppl, $$$$$, and make it big somedae. But i worry. Do i hv wat it takes. i am not a veri competitive person, i am not business minded, i am not the kind who will do watever it takes to succeed. I can imagine me, such a kind soul,being bullied or backstabbed. Are there ppl in the business arena that are kind and honest and full of integrity and yet succeed!?

I dunno. i haven heard much as of now. Or mabbe thats the wrong impression i got. Mabbe not everyone needs to do that kinda competitive things.

But who noes? Just wait and see. mabbe i'll be the first one to succeed with just my sincerity and integrity.

_____

Anw back to the wkshop the interview skills part was rather useful and the practice session was rather tough! i was the first one to go lah and i din know wat to expect thus was nervous. HAHA but my grp was qt fun!!

At nite went to eat dinner with relatives and celebrate freds bdae. =)
Happy bdae Fred!

Gum 8/13/2006 02:49:00 pm

I have a stressed Daughter!

heres my advice: Dun worrry, when the ship reaches the bridge head it will automatically become straight!

Jiayou! Dad will alwaes support u!

Gum 8/11/2006 10:08:00 pm

Haiya... i am still confused over all the uni and scholarships stuff.. Hmm... i realli like dunno leh. i dun have a particularli strong area of studi or ani strong interests in ani field, i dun have a life ambition. this makes my process or choosing further paths tremendousli tough!! ARGH. sometimes i just wish i was just good in that particular thing so i will just go on and pursue it. i wish i had the burning desire to be someone and some high flyer so i will know where i shld go!

But i am still the veri same old gummie. the one who dunno where my own future is?

i dunno. realli. nowades i have been thinkin of such stuff, wat i sincereli wanna achieve in life. i just wanna be someone who can help ppl ard me and influence them, to make an impact on ppl's lives as well! but i dunno wat kinda career path fits into these categories leh... i tot i will just studi and try to see where my interests lie.

so i hv been trying to see the scholarships. but most actualli dun interest me at all leh... all those army, police, journalism, research kind not realli my type, seem qt "boring" and std. onli like MOE one more attractive. budden ydae my mum den talked to me abt it and din realli support me becoming a tchr.

act also true lah... mabbe i spend my life in sch so tchr is the natural thing to be attracted towards. so i perhaps hv too gd an impression of the job.

now i kinda wanna go overseas to studi cos it will like enable me to grow and mature, but i will onli go if i get a scholarship. and back to sq one, which one to go for?????

wat will i do?

my ans still = dunno lor.

Gum 8/11/2006 09:36:00 pm

ELJX

HAHA i said i wld post these up on the web so here it goes! haha... hellos ppl out there, this is my spastic classmate called eric lee aka eljx HAHA xD dunno wat to sae i think i carry my msg across with these photos taken during Mr Rem's physics lab on mondae o.O

ok. if eljx can act cute, y cant u?!



Gum 8/10/2006 10:07:00 pm

Happy 41st Birthdae Singapore!

Haha... todae's our nations birthdae, and im qt glad to sae that i love Singapore! I'm proud to be singaporean realli. i wasnt born here but after being here since K2, i realli feel a lot for sg. there are so mani comments, criticisms abt PAP, education system in sg and all those kinda "bad" stuff, but at the end of the dae i realli hafta defend sg's policies and sae that no matter wat has happened, there are many proud sporeans out there. for me, the edu system has realli succeeded and throughout the yrs, i have loved sg more and more.

Just now, i managed to stay focused on the tv for the ndp06 for a long time since like pri sch. i for once paid much attention again and it felt nice. and after that while watching sg idol i like smsed nearli 100 frens to wish them a happi nat dae and love ppl ard them =) it was nice to see how some ppl still reply and wish me happy nat dae. and how some love sg like i do!

Mindy saes: ..." i am feeling v patriotic right now! "...
Shit saes: ..."we're proud 2 b singaporeans!"...

Yeah. So Rock On Singapore! i'll love you just as long as you'll be there for me=)

Gum 8/10/2006 12:06:00 am

Finally..

Haha... Finally my blogs up! last time my blog couldnt sustain and i had alwaes wannted to continue but i din like to use skins. that were no me at all! so i finalli finalli managed to put this up, but the prelims are coming and i think it wouldnt last high quality for now xD
anw i'll try my best to keep this place alive and i hope i dun end up tokin to myself like wat happened the previous time....

Gum 8/10/2006 12:02:00 am