Gum.

Bookout!

2007-01-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

LOL. Bookout!

School 2
Leopard Company
Platoon 3
Section 3
Bed 7

So far so good, thats all i can sae.

first two weeks is honeymoon period lah, and in Leopard Company i think life's qt good. took sae abt a week to be realli adjusted to BMTC life.. Sergeants enciks all nice ppl.

Physical Training, Runs, Strength Training Basic CloseCombat Training all still qt manageable! only the route march was realli qt tough lah. 4km was enjoyable and fun and made me damn high, but 6 km i couldnt realli tahan much.

i've got a nice buddy, and nice bunkmates. and im like "Jing Xiang" in the doraemon Family lame sia! lol. so feel rather comfortable at MOST times lah... even in the same platoon as two other pri sch frens, few other hc ppl n dhs ppl. but of cos there must be some exceptions and some irritatin ppl ard in the platoon also.

Food for me is good seriosly, mani ppl complain but i feel its nice leh! think is cos i veri hungry when i go for meals and so everything seems nice.

but now im coughing like shit feel dam sad. living on antibiotics again!

tml back to tekong. wonder how we'll kenna tekan!?

last dae b4 NS

2007-01-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

this is my last nite before NS. haha. i dunno leh i think i will not fall aslp ezly. i haven been prepared physicalli and mentally for BMT at all lah! sians. these daes packing stuff until lost conc. anw just wanted to blog as i will not do so for like two plus weeks at e veri least.

hmm.. this morn went back war games, was qt fun to see them as a spectator for the first time. this yr got four colors so veri nice too!and the best part was when siren sounds everyone squat liddat. so cuute. lol. feel dam sad for apollo realli. 3 v 1 leh. alamak. haha. but athena is doing good and they have good fac spirit=) din mind to see them win. actualli to think of it mabbe apollo realli too arrogant and such liao. just din see it as i was part of apollo and just supported the fac because im part of it and of cos cos they voted me into this council!!!

but in sch i sense and see and hear negativity, which is kinda bothered me. but i still live in hope and positivity that "u will see light at the end of the tunnel" hope the jnrs buck up or work hard or watever it takes for them not to regret.

its realli so soon time has passed. but i hope to pass this NS exp well. with the council exp, i feel i realli will have to believe to achieve and hopefulli i can sustain the optimistic tots for a long time!

i will miss the world out there. my family, my classmates, councilmates, friends.

do msg me randomli to gimme surprises! but i may not see them everydae to save batt.

i feel so sadd cos i know once in army i will lose a lot of things, like my memories of things and ppl. hums, now i wish i could return to the o1 period, so niccccceeeee.

XCT

2007-01-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

LOL haha realli lazy these daes to use blogger. haha anw me gg in next thurs liao. sians will miss campfire.

fri went back hc to see the jnrs station game sfor o1. hmm. qt okay lah tho the sch feels empty somehow mabbe its the weather too! the slippery slope was much more successful den ours cos they just put the pump into the water while everyone was in it while we tried to be safe according to mr rem's warnings and set up two separate pools which obviously din work out veri much. it was also good cos everyone's involved in station games onli while we had both station games an amzing race simultaneousli last yr. the fac heads blah blah had a great time on the slope! altho everyone will be bound to see a slump of dead and foul-smelling soil there in the next half a year. LOL.

wednesdae shld still be going back to see war games too. hope they do fine! 33rd definitely had done things better than us so far.

sians man u one villa one.

eh fri also went to class chalet for a while like 8 to 12 liddat. qt fun! tho i din eat much (except marsheemalllows) it was fun playing "blind mice" HAHA. nv play before the onli kind i played was close eyes and try to catch anione who will run ard and clap. this blind mice was funner cos in the dark somemore. =)

just now went to dinner w the xun chun tuan gang. haha. was qt fun and altho we din do much it was nice seeing everyone. haha. arcaded a while plus long johned plus shopped for shirt and polo tee for xiang and quan. lols. finally went to macs and play zhong ji mi ma. haha cant believe we played for so long lah! haha veri long nv play until so fun le. weiquan was the big winner 7 times but the funniest part was when yingjie lost because we plot against her! lol. she went toilet den we planned two numbers and acted as if we dunno! den she come back she suspected us but still played aniwae. walao the first number wenxiang act until omg i realli laughed until pain liao.walao so funni la we all know e number and he tried to act he dunno but st couldnt contain his laughter. den the next round when justin said a certain number and weiquan gave the wrong range justin even said "huh?" sooo obvious lah!!!! lols. i AM currently laughin in front of the com. i gek till atomach a bit pain and cheeks all cramped up. first time play lame game until so fun! =)

yayy man u two villa one.

=)

thanking e family

2006-12-27T00:31:00.000+08:00

Thankful of my family.

I wanna thank my parents for being my parents.

I wanna thank my sis for being my sis. hope she becomes more =) soon.

I wanna thank my bro for being my irritating bro due to GnRH and for his AIH card.

I wanna thank my grandma for lookin so 'adorable' when i smile to her and she smiles back.

I wanna thank my grandpa for being my grandpa and laughing at us when we play chess in hk.

I wanna thank my uncles and aunts and their families for meeting us in hk. i am realli glad to be part of such a big family and happi to see em ard. like a few cousins whom i might onli meet once in 20 yrs or something.

I wanna thank Fourth Aunt esp for being a great guide and a frenli aunt!

I wanna thank my cute "little" cousins for adding fun into our trip. esp hiulong and her cute little dog and pokhim with his "right" and "we go to the libraRY to stuDY"!

I wanna thank uncle Wilson and aunt Mabel for being frenli ppl so I feel comfortable with em ard.

I wanna thank Jeanne for being jeanne-ish and being lame. I think she has grown up a lot and has got prettier hair and red cheeks. Lol.

I wanna thank Fred for making even the game of monkey so fun as he tumbles and rolls and snatches the ball, while laughing and dripping saliva to create a saliva zone on the bed.

I wanna thank everyone that I am related to by blood as they form a special part of my life.

awkward

2006-12-27T00:01:00.000+08:00

WHY do i alwaes have to put myself into awkward positions?

Is it wrong to speak e truth?

Is it wrong to tell?

What's wrong, i am not sure. i dun regret totally (but i regret somehow)

Somethings done cannot be undone. BUT, its not that bad isnt it?

Thats wat happens when i imagine. no facts. pure creativity. and man i do think on the bad side.

Hope its fine.

Had a terrible short term in the late aft... a dun-care-abt-me-just-lemme-curl-up-in-my-bed kinda mood. but now better aft laughing thru the hk photos.

i wish i was still in school. still in touch. still in e vicinity.

Treat me as u did b4. be my good fren. tok to me.

"The Handphone is a necessary evil"

st up

2006-12-26T03:35:00.000+08:00

i dunno why im still up at this time.

shit, i feel messed up.

i dunno wat to do.

xmas

2006-12-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

Haha. wanted to blog looooong time ago but internet's giving me probs these daes. hais. but enuff of the sad stuff i'm qt happi these daes!

back!

2006-12-21T11:33:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back from hongkong and haha theres obviously no prom mood anymore so i guess no more photos. anw uploading photos is such a troublesome task :( hahas. eh but i still wan the photos pls send me via email! cant send to me via msn cos my int got probs now:(

anw it was a good trip and bought lots of things and ate lots of ,well, food. lol.

now st have lots of things undone but currently in a "slack" mode.

ydae went for welco bbq, still having the sensation of chewing on raw beef in my mind. Thx all who came ydae and i hope u like my sweets! haha tho i realli think the taste sux but the cup is nice. haha. thankful for the one and a half bdae card and one and a half xmas card i got ydae:)

looking forward to the class xmas party and the dinner tonite. hope it'll be fun! loong nv celebrate Xmas w frens "officially" liao! like last yr, Xmas still thinking abt o1 games. lol!

I love replies. There are many times when i feel so lost w/o a reply. it will diao4 my wei4 kou3 and cause me to imagine things. An unreplied msg can set me thinking for like hours or days. mabbe kinda wat ben wld be feelin now?

I seriously think too much. and i dunno how to fix that prob, if its a prob.

airport

2006-12-08T14:43:00.000+08:00

haha im at airport now. lols. will be awae for some time if u want anything from hk sms me tho i wun reply cos it costs like 50c~

haha! cya!

77

2006-12-07T21:54:00.000+08:00

^Kwong Ee.

thinks too much. stones too much. haha. contagious laughter nonetheless! mum saes he looks like rabbit.

^Wei Jian.
nice fren. quiet though. haha. crappy at times and loves to laugh at adx(who you will nv find in the prom photos) lol.

^CJ.
"the gum-lookalike" at first though now it seems no one cant differentiate us liao. powerful command of english language that can kill, gain respect, or attract.

^Leilei.
My second dance partner in hc i think. hahas. sporty? lame. cute smile.

^Xinyi.
haha bball crazy. man u fan like me. loves cronaldo even if he -dived-.

^Liwen and Melissa.
Liwen looks so diff that i couldnt recog her at first. haha. talks abt dhs w her. frenli and warm gal but i alwaes like to laugh her wrt eljx. lols.
Melissa is dramatic (u gotta agree) can either -talk- or -eat- non-stop. or watch dvd or tv.

^Junhao.
i guess he's the "nicest" close fren i have in class le ba. in terms of my standards lol! haha. altho ezlu irritated at first now much better. loves to -fan2- abt stuff w him and eljx. loves to ask wats the zhuang kuang now. frequently zhuang kuang wai.

^Melvin tan.
Nice guy, frenli though sometimes over frenli. acts cute too! lols. mabbe too ji4 chou2.

^Eric Lee.
Fav person to niao that i feel bad again. haha. frenli to close frens altho ppl generalli have a more negative perception of him. famous for BAO DIAN, U THE JIAN, ELJX, NOOB, SPASTIC. probably the most influencial player in class in terms of use of "language" if its considered so.

tchrs

2006-12-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

Teachers!

^Mr Rem!

haha my fav physics and council tchr! He realli helped me to gain interest and confidence in physics! and so enthu council tchr since MAF when he had all kinds of idea for fountain. I realli appreciate his frenliness and enthusiasm! and i never thot i could get like FLOWERS at prom but he sent me some "grasses" and a flower lah. lols. =D

^ Mr Sam Lee!

TD and O1 tchr ic, worked w him rather closeli for TD! love his notebook HAHA and he's ever so tech-savvy. haha. alwaes like to make fun of ppl but nice tchr though! haha and i seriousli din expose his identity on some blog lah. its not me.

^Mrs Ang!

HAHA altho i din work w her at all shes a nice person realli. esp after u stepped down she seem even nicer. lols. anw i respect her for alwaes being there for us and knowing wat to do in watever situation. i think i talked to her like onli less than 10 times during my entire term lah! haha. rareli have chance to talk. onli rmbr o1,CNY, and some random daes like when i was in sch during the last exco formal and 33rd OH ws or something.

wanted

2006-12-07T00:20:00.000+08:00

WANTED!

PHOTOS WITH ME FROM:

MINDY

GLOREE

MARK

(IF IT SHOWS MARK W A DECENT EXPRESSION WHICH I CANT FIND)

JINRUI

ERIC

JUNHAO

MELVIN

LEILEI

LIPING

GONGYUE

GROUP PHOTOS:

WELCO

COUNCIL

CLASS

PLS EMAIL ME IF U HAVE THEM!

THANKS

x 10000000000000000000000000!

PROM!!

2006-12-06T22:18:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA PROM!!!

Prom was veri nice, veri veri nice. actualli thats nothing much thats nice abt it anw, but its just nice to see sooooo mani ppl u know ard u and having fun just taking photos and photos!!

OMG so hot yest lah i was sweating all over. hahas. but nonetheless i will never regret spending(my parents) money on this dae. veri good exp. plus one of the rare times i'm allowed to stayover ;)

b4:

at first i left the hse late but still got to ritz b4 one pm, den the guys went to book appointment for hair while me waited for mel at the receptn there. cos i din think i wanted to do my hair cos, theres nothing much to do abt it and i guess it wld have looked the same pattern as the wae i cld do myself and save 21 bux. anws, yah i waited and waited till mel came LATE haha! and went up to the room which was super comfy! haha i dun think i've stayed in such a classy hotel b4 i usualli go to the "lian jia" ones and the rare times i went to a hotel in sg! i must sae its great! lols. den mel's sis "bel" helped us by staying in the room and waiting to see if anione wanted to come, while i met up w the guys at BK marina sq where we ate lunch and saw baiweixiu and huangjunxiong. haha. eric forgot his tix like O_O who said it was stupid to not bring tickets.

den aft a while we went back to the room and later the guys left while i stoned and rotted a while, w the compani of sae gongyue qinying and xxy. and poor bel who was hungry but din dare to sae and shy to tell me wat to buy for her to eat lah. i feel so sad for her to stay w us to watch kids central w empty stomach! stupid me shld have bought something for her anihow. den aft whiles i went down to look for pam and later changed and was at the ball room again soon.. taking photos! w ani random person i know and talking to some. HAHA!

during:

went in the ball room soon and the table looked smaller den its did last yr. perhaps its cos it was rather empty when i went in. den the food came and its like okay lor feeling. as expected, there was nothing much to expect fr them. lols.

theres also nothing much to do during the dinner time and just ate the not-veri-veri-nice food and watched the show and took photos. cheering for jamie gloria tiffy and xun! haha. sads they din win but they were nice anw!

mr congeniality was qt okay lah. went up there nothing much to do also and just wait for the frens to talk! thanks so much for all those who came up to talk for me! haha the results part was dam bad i realli heard my name lah! and i walked up and was ready to receive the prize when i suddenli thot oh yah it might be haining and asked pam and yup, lols it was haining... i think it was qt throw face but i din felt embarassed actualli. :) haining was my mr nice guy anw so i was happie! happie happie gummie! even tho i din win as expected, i will still cont' to be nice to ppl ard me! lols!

a veri funni incident happened yest! omg its veri funni lah but luckili i "discovered" if not it might have been veri awkward! its not veri suitable to say it here and i think onli 4 ppl in the whole world knows abt it including me! haha it was qt scari at first when i first found out but its was okay later as fortunately there was some reason for it to happen.

actualli all nite long it was still photos and photos! w random frens, w classmates, w council mates and tchrs! oh i was sad i din manage to take a photo w kaixin! din see her all nite and din talk to her too :( haha my photos were also qt bad as some are blur or my smiles look so fake and rigid! sians!

aft: din do much, at first went to "council room" den went dxo but i was underage like O__O haha. and i couldnt get into the mood to dance also, so i stoned ard and be the guy who looks aft the bags lol. as shuhui saes its easier to get high in council den at dxo! den i sent liping back to hotel and on cab b4 gg to look for a few councillors and rotted near the waters. den laft and back to the "classroom" where we bridged for a while b4 loosing concentration and just toked and rested. i watched watford vs manc a bit and den stoned ard. was veri hungry and for the whole nite till next dae 1 pm, i onli ate two pieces of toast! terribly bad to my stomach im so sry! whole nite slept for like one to two hours onli.. but it was a nice exp and seeing cj get drunk and talking nonsense but st rather sober was qt amusing! lols.

i think i will upload some photos soon but i still needa get ome from ppl, like class and council group photos! =)

tonite

2006-12-03T01:14:00.000+08:00

for the first time in a week im like officialli using the com.

been out for one whole week and i think this has been the first time i have spent my early hols like this. usualli it starts at e com and continues, but this time, thanks to prom, there has been much more activity! ElohEls.

actualli my initial aim was to send lionel the games thingy he requested but i soon found out that they had done a LOT alr. much faster than us like MUCH faster lor! siao so efficient. i think at least a week ahead of us last yr lor. haha mabbe we were wrong, they could perhaps be much better than us.

saw some life in yahoo grps just now.

i realised i have not been keeping up with things in the jiang hu. and thats rather irritating. i wish i knew everything in the whole wwide world, but then that would not be gum.

all thanks to mindy who refused to tell me watever she din want to tell me which i think is nothing much but i just wanted to know, i set off to get myself into the weirdo mood and went blog surfing after a drought for almost a month. glori still makes me smile for like just being lame. i also dunno why. at first i read on from blog to blog then after a while bueh ta han liao. eyes dying. (reminds me of the xiao hai bu ben @9 earlier the saliva scene HAHAz)

jus cant escape from the fact that time is running short!! arghs. and i still haven made up my mind abt many things like teaching. haven been able to do things i wish had been done.

mabbe thats just me.

or mabbe thats for me to change.

suddenly i feel i wanna fall in love. like nobodies business. i'm afraid i might get old too soon. if i ever do get a scholarship and study and work, i wonder if i'm able to find a wife.

crys.

cries.

Prommm.. i've got all my stuff. i just hope i will do fine. i dun think i'll win, but im looking forward to a great nite ahead. i hope it'll be nice, though i dun expect much from the fooood.

i can pull your chair for you.

PROOOMMMMMMMM

2006-11-26T17:54:00.000+08:00

PROOOMMMMMM.

So difficult to buy clothes!!!!!!!

How ironic i was so relaxed last year when i had duties to perform but this year when i just have to go there and eat sit talk take photos, i am stressed!

PROOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

Someone help me pls!

If only i could make my own suits and shirts and shoes and wat not.

over

2006-11-23T18:52:00.000+08:00

Three weeks of entry proofing.
More than five weeks of staying at home.

ITS finally OVER! =D

haha. too bad i cant enjoy this moment cos im kinda sick.

i think i suppress my illness during my exams and ying4 cheng1 until yday cant take it liao. just broke out. luckili todae was bio mcq sia i nearli died doing it. kept coughing and sneezing sorry neighbours!

yea im proud of my brother!

3

2006-11-20T14:14:00.000+08:00

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Gp

2006-11-03T12:46:00.000+08:00

Not the best start.

Mistakes all over the place.

Really should have started earlier.

过去的就让它辗转过去.

nothing to update lah

2006-10-29T19:22:00.000+08:00

HAHA nothing to update lah.

hmm? Happy Man U won again? haha dunno wat to sae also like now everydae just trying to jian chi dao di w my notes.

Wonder how was Scream that nite. hmm..

i dun consider this an update. content like no content. haha. sorry lah cant force me to sae things when i am stuck at my stone mood?

my mum spent like dunno almost 5 days gg ard to buy clothes for a wedding. i wonder how long i will take to buy my prom one? haha.

Blogs

2006-10-25T12:04:00.000+08:00

EEEWW. i knew it was gg to happen. HAHA. and i fell for it knowing the consequences.

the moment i decided to click on the first link called Brendan i knew my morning was gone and i was right of cos. Links linking to links linking links linked to linking links.

And AGAIN, the weird feeling is up. wats wrong w me? i cant explain. but im qt sure i will not do so again in the near future, or my A lvls are screwed. Shit i dunno wats wrong w me.

thinking thinking thinking. tiring my brain cells on things that arent impt at this moment.

i just feel like talking. talking to NICE ppl. haven been out of the hse since a long time. last nite was die-die-ing i felt out of breath so gave up my notes for my bed at like 11 wth. but st cldnt realli sleep arghs.

i dreamt of mani things last nite. mostly sch though. i rmbr dreaming of dhs in the old classroom w ppl out of place like some actress there too. another moment i was in the sch audi and gg thru some bio paper and asking mrs cheng some qn and suddenli talking abt some GM tube and saying " ask Mr remedios lah". den was at Hwa chong open hse out of a sudden and even my dhs fren from sec 2 appeared and helped to do some stuff. a huge banner in the central plaza cld change colour and move and mr rem was there hitting it like a gong w some juniors running abt. and used some rope to connect to someones comm and the tchr saes sorry for not understding wats wrong w the cables.

and i dreamt of someone too that i felt i miss seeing and talking to her so much in the morn i woke up w a "suppressed" feeling like pressures building on me. hmm.. i alwaes tot i wld feel like this for Selenium but i guess i was just trying to force myself to rmbr those daes. when i have alr let go, it seems like something different comes out of it.

Giant enzyme.

2006-10-24T11:45:00.000+08:00

Wish there could be a Giant Enzyme, bringing us into close proximity.

blogblog

2006-10-23T11:53:00.000+08:00

haha i realli wanted to blog some time last week but that time blogger was like laggin or down mabbe so i gave up waiting.

hey guys no more faking k? walao use your own names, REAL names, lah. i know its you. yeah i know u will be readin this too so i sincerely hope you would stop using liwens name or others names! k? pls pls. its rather disturbing to me :( im sure u dun like ppl to lie too, dont you? thx lots i'm sure u will know wat to do now!

kk actualli also nothing much to sae. mugging velocity is slow. deceleration sia.

lately also nothing much to blog abt. at least for now. oh yah man u won!!!! haha. great man! the ferdinand goal was like siao. dam strong lah. haha the first touch seemed so disappointing it looked like it can be easily cleared by liverpool liao. somemore its ferdinand wat wld u expect? not a lot lah. budden wah, there was some space for him to put the ball to his left and VOOOOOM goal. amazing! haha. better den wayne rooney now. yux when will rooney ever score again lah.

now i truely understd that soccer is so hot in thw world becos there is controversy. haha just read that wenger is pushing to use tech to solve those probs out there like his dear henry's disallowed goal in the UCL, but i think all those mistakes referees make is wat the games abt? thats wat makes soccer so fun to follow. its like u can talk abt one incident for one week. mabbe not onli the controversial decisions referees make, but like those incidents on the pitch among the players.

its rather a reflection of wat reality is sometimes. like when u make just one mistake and den go on a run of a few poor games, ppl will boo you off liao. they dun give you a lot of chances do they? mabbe they should bring the yellow ribbon project to England and let the ppl know how impt it is to give ppl second chances.

veri sad. ppl mostly rmbr u for the mistakes u make, unless u are some great all time favourite in some rich club.

so now, shev scores. score again? i wld think so, but not as hot as drogba im sure. that guy is on form now. but talk to me abt epl, and i still have angel in my head. not the one who blesses you, but the guy who misses a penalty and scores an amazing own goal. thats qt incredible isnt it?

kk those who read my blog arent soccer fanatics at all so this must have either (1) bored you off, or (2) been entirely skipped.

ok my tots are so random now. just lookin forward to FAN2 abt somemore things.

How to finish studying for A lvls?
Bio Paper One
Post-Alvls celebrations
PROM
SCHOLARSHIP APPLI
gg back hk
ARMY [ 11 Jan o.O ]
missing the ppl out there in the world while eating grasses in the jungle and thinking that,"wow! im eating a stolon!" (watever cant rmbr how to spell)

hmm. miss that tone in my head. miss being a caring person.

Open House 2006

2006-10-13T21:30:00.000+08:00

I love my daughter!!! haha. thx so much yawen for trying to sae theres something btwn us NOPE, its not what u think. Father and daughter DO NOT fall in love w one another, they just love each other as a family k.

Thx sooo much for the company and dances! even though you hit me i dun mind lah, im such a great dad (bhb)

YEAH. her results so good. unlike mine now :( haha still complain complain in the end get so good grades! im sure she will do well in her studies im not worried!!

anw yesterdae i joined the 33rd at Open House work session for a while tgt w haining! so SSHIIIOOOOOK! haha v long nv do council work liao so nice to feel backaches and thinkin of how nice and tiring and fun it was for me last yr! hais.. dam fun!

so the WS yest made me weird AGAIN and in no mood to study. whole dae think of council! actualli i also dun understd my heart lah its so lame and unpredictable. but i feel blessed to have such a heart. haha i enjoy it! not even involved in it i was excited at the feeling of arrival of council events i just so look forward to them that i heck abt other stuff. O.o

Todae also spent practicalli the whole dae slacking totalli. first half of the dae just slacked ard in sch walk walk here see see there talk talk here hi hi there. i felt qt sad though that the mood was qt lousi and the crowd rather small:( the CCA benches also not veri liveli like sian diao liddat. i think onli mass dance then the sch got life. HAHA the weather so HOT lah i dance until set on you whole mouth dry like siao liao. no energy alr when wild wild west. Ying4 Cheng1 onli. den later i planted myself at the canteen w my daughter and lion and terence mainly. so sad not enough goodie bags! hais... cant take goodie bag even the tour guides, tchrs n councillors cant get one like we did last yr. last yr was totalli over got so so so mani left.

And i managed to bring ONE girl ard the sch! haha. sian diao waiting for the guide so long i just went and brought her ard for a little while. a dsa girl lah she wanted to go LT3 so i showed her ard. Wah not bad did something useful at last and managed to sustain the conversation.

this yr counccil no sell ice cream and pizza! haha last year veri fun sellin pizza for a whole dae. nothing else big but pizza! thx the fun ppl brendan paul and of cos auntie mindy for giving me such a funni OH2005. i still rmbr mindy's shoelaces kept falling loose and me tellin her that according to an italian story it means you'll get married soon. O.o Oh well. so lame HAHA but she nearli believed. OKAY i still cant figure out why i rmbr such lame stuff. if u are someone i talk to i think u will know i rmbr lame stuff like these -_-'' random stuff i confirm rmbr. studies? not realli. i can even forget my Bernoulli eqn during Prelims WAT A JOKE?

haha i go so off tangent that i dunno wat i was gg to type liao. hmm...

__________

Anw im glad i am fine alr.
Now im sure,
All is but HISTORY.
But how i wish there was CHEMISTRY.
its okay now.
It was so GP.
It was so MATh.
I felt so PHY.
Definitely not SIC,
But happy
Thanks so much for everything,
I will rmbr them.
BIO.
__________

too perfect

2006-10-09T18:45:00.000+08:00

I think i have to understand that not everyone is perfect.

I think i have to understand that some people just do things their way and not everyone thinks the same way as me.

I think i have to understand that getting irritated with people is getting me nowhere.

I think i have to understand that i'm not perfect.

I think i have to understand not everything i do is right.

I think i have to understand that i ought to bear with people.

I think i have to understand that people may think of me as another person rather than who i think i am.

I think i have to understand that not everyone have the same ideals.

I think i have to understand that i think too much and have too much to understand.

AfterMAF

2006-10-08T18:49:00.000+08:00

Aftermath After MAF

o.O

Yest or rather todae slept at 2 am den woke up at 1145, slept at 1345 and woke up at 1645. i practically slept the whole dae awae.

thats was the aftermath after maf.

i dunno leh. i just kept thinkin abt stuff that i just din wanna do work at all. i guess im turning into more an more of an escapist. the old times, the ppl, and Selenium. i felt lost once more. a weird feelin inside thats a milder version of how i felt after steppin down. i rmbr last time i just lied on the bed and kept thinkin and thinkin and feelin horrible inside me. even had to see doc and get MC cos of being too tired and sad.

How worthy is worth?

Some mistakes are worth making. Some sacrifices are worth making. Some friends are worth making. Somethings are just worth doing all over again even if you know its gg to hurt you once more.

I realli miss those daes. That period of time. Even though i knew i would feel weird and lost for perhaps a few months, but the joy, the smiles it brings is just too irresistable.

Worth doing it again? definitely. i didnt regret and will not regret it.

i wish i could feel that wae again. it was the explosion in my life.

daughter

2006-10-08T01:55:00.000+08:00

i hope my daughter likes my children's dae present! HAHA altho its like lame but can play with the toy! im so proud of the girl i drew cos its realli so so so cute~!

MAF

2006-10-08T00:08:00.000+08:00

OMG MAAAFFFF!!!

MAF WAS JUST GREAT!

haha altho i might have thot that the juniors could have done a little no so good as we did (okay im biased) but in the end, it was just GREAT.

i guess thats wat MAF is all abt. its not realli abt how nice the decor is, how carefully planned the program is or watever, [altho they DO matter], but in the end it all boils down to the mood, the atmosphere, the ppl. even if PSI mabbe 200, i'm sure the crowd, the familiar faces, your frens ard you will make MAF a wonderful exp.

At first i was qt sian, in sch myself and witnessing SOMETHING and also how pressed for time the jnrs were. den went to eat w guys + edwin and went back to sch. most of the time i was hanging ard 32nd-ers cos my class was qt sian and playing erhem "cuts". 32nd was just SIAO DIAO. HAHA seriousli like we zi high all the wae and the whole central plaza i think onli we were cheering abt watever comes out in the MAF video. Thats wat made it fun for me. We just cannot stop being proud of ourselves as council and just cannot stop being enthusiastic abt some random stuff too! thats wat makes a councillor special. every yr u come back hwa chong for events like MAF and u noe how much hard work the ppl have put in just for you.

For me, this yr was esp good cos last yr i din realli enjoy maf but was busi man-ing the welco stall throughout... though it was fun too but my MAF's not MAF. finalli this yr i can exp it like how i should. =D when i was waiting in the central plaza and seeing the grand light up i didnt know why but i felt so nervous and excited and when eveything just lit up, WOW! i felt the jnrs hard work and sincerity somehow. COOOL sia. and den durin street market i got a bit sian diao cos no one to walk w. hais i din wanna spoil my nite by exposing myself to potential heart-hurtin factors and potential makin-me-weird kinda stuff so i just siamed and siamed and siamed _____. later i went to the teahouse and see my daughter and helped to sell things abit. actualli im qt sad at how our sales exec stuff are being done now and the state of our stuff. its like all messed up like last yr but i guess thats inevitable lah.

I'm grateful for the jnrs hard work and im glad to sae tt im proud to be part of the team that built MAF2005 w our own hands.

=)

Im rather high now im qt sad it was over soooo FAST!! the ending was too abrupt. Like all song and dance and cheer so hyped up den suddenli end liao i felt qt lost though. thats why mabbe i looked like im sad or something to some frens. but im realli fun, just tired cos long time no so fun liao! DESTRESSED! now my throst hurts a bit though. shout too much le!

hais

2006-10-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

hais... i feel sad leh. todae was in the staff room to get and minus some bio marks den saw mr rem there. and he asked me wat happened to me and indicated that he tot i shld be getting an A or B. den mrs cheng also. she said something like wat happened to you kaihim i tot last time u did veri well or something in that context. hmm.. not realli did well for bio b4 but definitely better. :( i sorta feel i dui bu qi the tchrs. esp mr rem. hais... i shld hv gotten that B.

At least now that this EBAE 5 (typo last time round, is 5 not 6) has woken me up and im REALLY lackin prac.

:( ---> :)

But nonetheless i feel much better todae liao. i just wan the sad feeling to seep deep into and within me for a while but i know i'll be fine.

Go Gum!

Yux

2006-10-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

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Physics Prelim

2006-10-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Yup, that says it all. I have gotten an E grade for physics. So lousy the newspaper also not interested in this piece of no explosive pt news liao.

HAHA.

Actualli i kinda expected it lah. i mean, what more can u expect when u screwed up your MCQ. And how i dun use screwed up often shows how screwed up it was lah. And paper 3 disaster. But i was still hoping mah. At least a mid D? nope. It was an E. But i DESERVED IT.

Seriousli my physics is such a funni thing. U know, i enjoy physics lessons (ok mabbe cos mr rem is nice) but the results just fluctuate so much! unbelievable at times. I should get to take a photo w Mr Chow for the most loyal physics student to have my grades OSCILLATE and vary that much. I have never been consistently graded until now when both my overall and Prelims are EEEE grade.

Haiyooo gum ah gum... when can u ever learn your lesson?!??!

I think it all started w the MCQ. cos i din prac, i was nervous and caused much fear for paper two also. Den, i was so pressurised to do well for paper three that i spent so much time on each part trying to make it perfect. And there it went. My A. My B. My C. Not even my D. HAHA.

But im still fine, onli at first sad and stone den later okay liao. not as bad lah.

Life goes on, A levels goes on. hums.

Children's Day

2006-10-01T14:24:00.000+08:00

Happy Children's Day!!!
Wish that all children in the world enjoy this special day just for us kids! HAHA though we aren't realli, kids.
It feels great to sometimes see ppl behaving like kids. Innocence is beauty.
Childhood is so wonderful, isn't it?

Chem prelims

2006-10-01T14:09:00.000+08:00

Hurt By A Bee

Gum, who had not been the totally satisfied with his results so far, was dealt another blow last friday. A much more serious one.

He was attacked by a BEE when he was returned his papers for the Chemistry.

"I was expecting at least a high B," he told us "and hoping for a kind A from the teachers."

"Looks like they aren't that kind after all? They sent a BEE to sting me!"

"No lah, I was just joking. I think I deserve what i had."

Tomorrow, Gum will be getting back his Physics and Chem S papers. Will the miracle appear tomorrow? Or will he get stung by a BEE again?

Gum said," Haha i would enjoy getting stung by a BEE for physics. That would not be a painful sting but a pleasant and welcomed one."

He went on to tell us that he would be just hopeful of a C to D grade.

Maths prelim

2006-09-27T17:37:00.000+08:00

A Close Shave
(Primary six compo topic HAHA)

Phew! Wat a close shave. Kai Him, more affectionately known as Gum among his friends, managed to survive the Mathematics Paper in the recent Preliminary Examinations to scrape the A grade.

When interviewed, the gummiest student in Hwa Chong Institution (College Section) said"Heng ah.."

"Luckily i manage my grade man," he continued "when i saw my score of 63 for Paper Two i was dam* shocked and felt worried."

"Luckily i did much better for Paper One and survived it."

sorry!

2006-09-27T17:35:00.000+08:00

I think i have been rather inconsiderate and relatively insensitive these few days. Sorry Friends if i have been un-nice in one way or another! esp eljx. Dun be angry k? i'll try to be nicer =) i'll try to be the usual me HAHA.

Gp

2006-09-26T14:57:00.000+08:00

Gum scores two fives to SEE five

Manchester Untied Fan Tang Kai Him obtains a raw score of fifty-five for General Paper in the recent Preliminary Examinations, to get a C5 grade.

When asked about his feelings towards his performance, Kai Him, more commonly known as Gum to his friends, said, "It's good enough for me."

Officially over

2006-09-25T21:53:00.000+08:00

i declare myself officially free from _____ sickness.

Sg Idol

2006-09-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

Hady may have won the Singapore Idol,

But Jonathan Leong is MY Singapore Idol!!

Sian diao

2006-09-24T15:31:00.000+08:00

Sian diao!

One. Man u DREW Reading. Wat??

Two. Haven study Chem S and dun feel like studying at all. Wat??

Three. Tonite Sg Idol! Go Jonathan Leong!!!

Chocolatey

2006-09-23T16:13:00.000+08:00

I feel so chocolatey now!

Im a burnt bar of chocolate!

2006-09-23T16:10:00.000+08:00

Respect. I respect.

Silver Scandal

2006-09-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

Silver Scandal

[Disclaimer! Uncode this yourself and dun post ur opinion on who these ppl are! Pls protect their name and reputations.]

Waliao i cant stand it liao its getting veri ARGH inside. HAHA The scadalous are just so scandalous!!!!

Lemme tell u more. Theres a girl called Silver (Not real name) and this guy called Rhenium (Not real name too) they are just so scandalous i just cant bare to watch sometimes. actualli bookapple said that she was saying that all along but no one believed, haha too bad she din tell me earlier lah!

Okay back to the story. i din realise them until more recently cos of some incidents. During the posttans, in the ricola, its like all gone liao left them there. den also in the mushroom, similar case. I think they have been like this all the while but just i din notice. Now its too obvious to be unsee-able! even when the mark viduka's famili came they were there. and somemore Rhenium was having fun w Silver's Mitosis pdts. OhMyGosh!

I wonder how Magnesium wld feel if he saw them like this mannn! i think he will mutate into chlorine and dissolve in water give a super acidic soln! [oops i forgot my inorg chem Cl2 dissolve rite?]

Actualli i feel that Silver and Rhenium are qt compatible in ionic radii and boiling pt, but Magnesium leh? how? Hais. now i feel a bit weird cos they are so scandalous i kinda lost my respect for the ulu Rhenium element that no one noes of.

Nope Nope, i shall not be affected by this. Ag and Mg, not Ag and Re.

maths s dae

2006-09-22T20:48:00.000+08:00

haha just wanted to type something here the turnover rate is damn low nowadaes. wa long time no go blog sighting now also dun realli wanna go, mabbe this weekend go see see. dun realli wanna go now cos will affetc mood one, sometimes see others blogs will thinik a lot den v tired!!

Anw todae math s damn disgusting. dunno how to do a lot, sure fail one. worse is hafta mark myself! the tchrs just gave us the answer sheet and ...... HAHA feel veri lame lah.. but the front qns realli so hard i feel like crying at a time. :(

after maths s play bball a while w class actualli feel qt sian liao. not veri active and also not so eagerli anticipated as b4 :(

continue-ing the sad side of my dae, HAHA, went to the aussie band thingie in the audi in the aft and realli realli, i felt damn bad. the band like all girls and younger than us and they came like from Australia? and all we could manage was an audi less than 100 ppl? wa i inside so gek lah. hais.. they must have felt so eeeeeeeeeeeks. but anw they are realli frenli and warm ppl, unlike most sgians. but all we could give them was A COLLAR PIN IN A PATHETIC-LOOKIN PLASTIC BAG?? Hais... super lousi i felt so ashamed to give them lah, luckili they smiling n enjoying themselves so it was not too bad. and we got like pens, kangaroos in return. Shld have told us earlier we go get something better for them mah......

had dug up my old old game of cm0304 and played. Haha qt fun now is 2015 and that dae i just found David Beckham, 39 yrs and still playing for Watford xP

prelims bio ended

2006-09-20T14:08:00.000+08:00

HAHA the prelims feelings is over, although there are two more asses to go.

and yikes man utd lost!

chelsea win liverpool

2006-09-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

HAHA Liverpool din win chelsea 2-1. Instead chelsea won 1-0 .... O.o. haha looks like man u wun win 3-0 now! hahahah...

Hope they win though! Go Man Utd! =D Must Win!

Prelims?

2006-09-14T13:51:00.000+08:00

I thot my A would come.

But now, it seems so distant.

Physics MCQ was a disaster, that was my worst MCQ ever i guess?

Perhaps it was confidence, or rather, OVER-confidence.

I thot i had learnt my mistake.

But now, it seems like i have not.

Bio Paper two was time-consuming, the shortest essay i have ever attempted i guess?

Perhaps it was determination, or rather, stubbornness.

a dae awae

2006-09-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

And its just a day away.

Not Sleepi?

2006-09-08T01:03:00.000+08:00

Last nite i cldnt fall aslp cooly. i was jus there, not slping yet resting, not resting yet thinkin. while chem-ing i sianed off so went to flip thru my _____ and saw lots of things i wrote and began to think abt things den again. How nice. I cld feel some, but yes it has died off. den i went thru the whole process of thots again, and i knew why its like this. It's me. Thats me.

So im here, i dunno why i am. Cos im tryin to escape my slp. Not the best time to be here eh? bio = ZERO%, Chem left > 50%. Wow. when am i gg to learn my lesson.

my whole face is full of dunno what its called. i cant dy/dx them to be pimples or rashes or wat?

Im feelin qt weird now again. That kinda weird. that kinda unsure feelin.

U

2006-09-04T12:14:00.000+08:00

Nuclear tech is so dam powerful because of U (238)

hums

2006-09-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

哈母丝..

td 2006

2006-08-31T19:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAE!

Woooohooo! Coool dae sia. haha. although not mani j2s came back, i felt qt pleased alr since our class turnout was RELATIVELY good since ages. haha=)

in the morn wa. pouring "elephants and hippos" to quote melissa. super big rain i see liao veri sad also. o.O the jnrs damn swae lah, first event rain liao. haha. must be nv do the "anti rain" onions and chillis as daen said. den in the end All Children had to Exercise Simultaneously in the hall instead. gloreee u were late! HAHA but nvm i found meat eventualli. and luckily. dancing alone or w someone who dunno the dance is not fun, i've tried it b4. the atmosphere was qt good lah. see the jnrs first time do stuff also not bad liao! i think last yr we most prob also looked liddat, take time to learn doesnt it? =) den later we, as in the few of the class, went ard outside the audi to look for our tchrs and such. haha. qt cool at least our pres was qt big and i think they wld have enjoyed taking them ard to loooook well'loved. HOHO. and i gave my hours of hard work to the tchrs too! haha hope they like them man spent more than 10 hrs in total! o.O

haha veri funni and happi esp ms tan's reaction. =) i feel appreciated!!!

den later on went in to the concert, was qt like-tt-lor kinda mood at first, den when the new tchrs performance came WOW haha altho i din know them they are wae cool and funni! everybody so amused!! haha just like last yr when i was the prog ic, realli happi to see ppl enjoy ur concert, and plus this yr i think more ppl turned up. veri good! overall veri nice feeling, but also weird cos now, u are not in charg but the jnrs are instead. good job junrs though! haha theodore u still followed my suggestion.

den after that also went to look for mr sam lee HAHA yah i wld sae that he's realli a good fren. wa todae td celeb if not he sure scold me for my sms: "COME OUT NOW! HAHA"

HAHA i bought a sunflower from the jnrs GSes cos they were so insisting you-must-buy look. haha i asked them to give to mrs ang from a secret admirer! haha.

later went back dhs w liow weiquan and wah din see mani ppl actualli. tchrs and batchmates alike. most ppl floating ard were j1s! the j2s are qt -pathetic- hmmm prelims are coming ppl?

met an lao shi, mrs phua and mrs ho onli (4E) din see our beloved mrs janet tan she said she got some meeting or smthg. ms wong also mabbe she nv come back, mrs bok also on leave. Hais. mrs tan beekee also nv see o_o. So SIAN diao lah. dun have the DUNMAN feeling liao, its die-ing offfff.......

later went to lunch at arang and den went home liao. met chinyong also, long time no see liao.

AND i have a dunman boy doll! at first din wanna buy one 20 bux! but in the end weiquan buy and jeldine and charlene and ying jie also buy, so i decided to get one myself. CHAO Real!! omg so cute lah everything so real even the tie is like, tied. haha.

(w my specs, look so cute rite? xP)

mindy's courage

2006-08-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

Mindy
HAHA i dedicate this entry to an amazing fren of mine called Mindy, otherwise known as AUNTIE Mindy. =P
haha actualli i also dunno wat to sae. as in many things i wanna sae also not suitable to be said publicly.
anw this is cos i just read her blog earlier this evening and that im truely, as i have alwaes been, amazed by some things this girl does. Of cos, the things she did for council is like, got eyes can see for yourself. HAHA ppl alwaes complain shes auntie and wat, but i realli see more the nice personality in her instead. like way my mortal told me, ppl sae shes naggy but she's like a big sister to them (her OG) and yah. actualli i know that not everyone thinks she's an auntie lah but ppl dun like to convey their true feelings do they? mabbe onli when they are going to bleach (translate to chinese and slang a bit to get the relevent meaning) haha having the chance to work w her as a sales exec was indeed helpful to me understding more abt her.

but "officially" i think we could talk more freeli and w/o leng chang is the dae when we went to paint the murals for the autism sch. hehe. i still cant believe i actualli talked to her abt _____ just like that and it was well, comfortable. she's a nice person to look for when ya feeling "confused".

oops im gg off tangent totally.

wat i realli wanted to sae is that the thing i admire most abt Mindy is that she's able to be so determined to do wat she wants to do. abt the MINDS thing i mean. like she can just go ahead and do such meaningful stuff and im nohwere near that. Seriously. I had ALWAYS wanted to do smthg for the community and the less fortunate but i alwaes take time as an excuse. i dare not sign up for such CIP events due to fear of clashing w things like council. Thats correct lah. my mum's alr qt unhappi i spend so much time on council. and i also dun realli know where to go. Hais.. i feel dam inferior.

And she's still like getting 'A's. O_____O

In Conclusion, Mindy has done like the most things i've wanted to do actualli. how i wish i had the courage, time and support from my family and my soul to do such stuff. that'll be great.

Shucks. at this dx/dt, i might just ____ __ ____ ____ _____. Actualli after reading her blog, i felt like i wanted to be __ ___ ___ ____ _________ ___ __ _____ __ ___ ______.

juniors

2006-08-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

haha i guess i STILL miss doing work. the feeling of doing things for the sch and being involved in smthg qt big. even brainless jobs are fun.

well, todae i passed by the classroom where i jnrs where wrappin flowers, and passed by the welfare room and saw panda (chio) and decided to help the td comm w the decor in the audi a bit. in the end i din help as much and left earli.. wa nearli met mrs ang lah just after i left and went toilet and came out, i saw mrs ang walking toward the audi! wah.. if i was still there mabbe the jnrs will be blamed for like requiring the snrs help. but i was a VOLUNTEER. hahaha=D

im gg back to sch tml to see the prog also, hope it'll be nice but i have a feeling that mine last year will be better.

the juniors dun seem to have a sense of urgency, do they?

77 Photos

2006-08-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

77 Photos

77 & Mrs Cheng

77 Guys & Mrs Cheng

77 Girls & Mrs Cheng

77 Ugly photo

77 & Ms Tan

Den Mr Remedios joins in!

77 & Mr Loo

77 Jumps?

WALAO I'm damn fedup liao the blogger uploading photos service is faulty lah waste so much of my time just uploading and failing and uploading and failing.....

Haha not delibrately post one, but qt cool eh?

77 & Mr Yeow

77!

Technology

2006-08-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

Even though Information Technology has advanced so much, I am still unable to communicate effectively with you.

doing stuff for the sake of doing it

2006-08-28T18:10:00.000+08:00

Doing stuff for the sake of doing it

i had always rejected the idea of doing things for the sake of doing it. well although i do that often like gg to sch for the sake of gg, i try to do things to enrich my time. i refer more to those things done for the sake of doing it to get u a good CV for eg.

i dunno.

just finished my CCA testimonial, and i feel i have so little to write abt. but wat ive done is wat i wholeheartedly felt i shld do except for mabbe ONE CIP thingie. Although im proud that ive not tried to make make my testimonial look good by delibrately doing things i wun do or dun feel like doing, i know that deep inside me in one corner, i hope i had done so.

i wished for that little while i had tried to plan my life in hc and did more enrichment and stuff. and organised stuff perhaps. so that ppl will see wat i've done. u see, the big companies out there see your paper first, and by the length, it alr discounts your chances. not that they only want ppl with lots of activities, its just that everyone seems to have done so that if u have not, u are at a disadvantage.

im still proud of myself that ive not done the things i despise. but i think i'll do more the next time, but no too OVER.

i wish.

i wish somedae ppl see u as a person, not as a CIP Machine, a CCA Machine.

first as a person, den a CIP / CCA Machine.

i wish somedae that scholarships and jobs had an interview panel that is made up of your frens and ppl ard u.

but den, ppl will start to not fake their testimonials but start to fake their personality more.

thats worse?

i wish somedae ppl onli communicate their true self.

but wishes dun come true often i suppose?

my bro

2006-08-27T19:16:00.000+08:00

i promised my bro to mention him, so here it goes.

i hv a brother, he is called ah boy.

Lotsa feelings, Lotsa things to sae.

2006-08-26T17:32:00.000+08:00

Lotsa feelings, Lotsa things to sae.

Hmm.. realli got qt a lot of changes in my thots and emotions these few weeks and esp these few daes. its like a lot of thinkin gg thru my mine.

Usual stuff like scholarships unis and career things are gettin better alr. now i know roughli wat im gg for and agarly know wat to expect lor. todae had a loong tok w my dad. it realli felt great. i mean i haven been veri close to my family all these while. ever since like abt sec 2 onwards, when GH, testosterone, LH, FSH and such controlled much of me and it seemed like frens were the MOST IMPT things in life den. of cos not forgettin grades. i kinda drifted apart from my family liao. i become badder to my bro, didnt qt like my sis at times, din have topics to tok abt w my dad. so onli mabbe my mum was the onli one i still toked to but it was still not much. all those hormones baddened my temper, n realli at home they didnt seem to care much. i guess thats all they sae abt growin up. BUT now i know ive grown. zeh i know u'll read this yah altho u wld deny me in my face, i sincereli feel ive matured. esp this yr.

Council

Council has help me veri much too. i learnt how to responsible, and i opened up more, and to appreciate others. all the ppl who are just your frens, your classmates, and u see how much they put into this 32nd. just a CCA, and yet they plan so much, think abt it day and nite, so much time and sweat. not that other CCAs like track DUN sweat, but we are a diff kind. some CCA that u cant just GO for it and get results, nor can u just sit in front of the com and get things settled. wat we do, u can onli undetstd if ya part of us. Amazing CCA - i nv regretted joining at all.

i recall the earli times when i was just like runnin for council myself. ppl sae im courageous, well i wld sae i was daring. i din know how to go abt doin it! my idea to make a vid died when the councillors told me my idea cannot at a veri late time. luckili i nv did much yet! wa i was so sad but i turned out to save me instead. in the end i just tried to funni and it was like wooooooo, either i succeed, or i sae goodbye. just a fine line in btwn but luckili, i pulled thru. actualli i wld sae that that was one of my proudest and greatest achievements of all times. i alwaes liked to be funni and make ppl ard me =), and by gg on stage alone and just tokin nonstop for like 5 mins, just tokin crap, i alr was like sososososo happi! i managed to make an auditorium of apollo laugh, and the applause i get for just being an entertainer was coool!! i cld see the love ppl had for me even. well mabbe for my jokes HAHA. i felt so proud of myself like i became instantli "famous" and just like that, i got into council. with nothing done and proven that im suitable to be one. And I'm trueli greatful to the apollo-ians support. if not for them, i guess my life wld have been entireli different!! thx sooo much for the chance.

And once i got into council, i was veri laxed and didnt be enthu at all. i was still qt introverted and eleco camp, i also veri quiet. thus, when i ran for fac head, i din get it. was rather depressin at that time, but again it turned out to be a good thing. actualli if fac head elections were like the 33rd elected by students, i wld have gotten it most prob (no offense to anione) But Welco was the place to be for me. i wldnot have survived in SnR seriously, not that theyre a bunch of ppl hard to get along with, but im just not that kinda person. i dun fit it. but in WElCO, its a totalli diff story, esp when the majority of the welco-ians are such nice ppl!! made realli close n nice frens!!!

i think im realli too naggy liao. siao i digress so much! haha alwaes liddat one once i start i cannot stop!

The whole journey is realli great! the Welfare room, the sales execs, the Teachers' Dae prog, the MAF fountain, the OH pizza selling and goodie bag packin, the prom, the O1 games, the CNYs, the eleco camps, the formals, informals, GMs, cheerin sessions, Welfare week, the slackin time in the welfear room or council room, my pigeon hole, the council room and welfare room itself, my boxes of stocks and foods!!!!, the frens, the tchrs, the spirit, the times, the memories, the demerit pts, the cleanin ups, the dances, songs cheers, the council cheer, batch dance, council dance, council song, batch song.... etc etc. wonderful things to rmbr.

i shall stop,or it'll take infinity time.

oh INFINITY reminds me! haha i got 6/20 for the third chem s test, thus i have improved 100 % this time! hahahahhahaha!

whr was i? (scroll back) matured hah? hmm.. yah i hv been thinkin sooo much these months that i seriousli matured a lot. i wanna be an integrity-man, i wanna earn $$ to support my family and give my parents a good time. i wanna do things my wae!

Anw frens out there rmbr to love your family! theres no one that loves u as much as ya famili members do, they alwaes care abt u and think of you. no matter wat they sae or do. Thus, show your love and show that u care. it may be hard to do so, but little things are those that count! dun feel awkward lah, just do it man! all these while, things that happened at home or outside has led me to think this wae, so i hpoe i can influence ppl ard me tooo.

Mango, durian and rambutan

i was also veri irritated by some things recently. a years worth of councilling has made me despise slackers and oh ppl, PLS BE RESPONSIBLE AND DO WAT U OUGHT TO DO LAH! some ppl are just not doing wat they ought to. just like this person i shall call him/her mango. mango is supposed to do certain stuff and it irritated me that mango's not doing it. or doing it but not doing it well. mango's a nice fruit that i can eat, but mango being lazy and "slackin" is just wrong for a great fruit like mango. ppl alwaes sae bad things abt durian and wat durian has not performed. well, durian definiteli does not have a great look, and it looks like it can hurt but deep inside, the fragrance is there, and durian delivers! we enjoy our daes and take durians for granted, just because durian does not appear all yr round and its rare to see durian ard, but its there for us. mango, on the other hand, shld be at least as tasti as durian but mango isnt at all. esp nowadaes gum feels like gum can stick to the job better than mangoes. definitely. mango is a nice fruit ive said but mango's just have not ripened yet. both mango and durian do not read gums blog so they wun see but i hope mango ripen soon. i dun have the courage to approach the fruit itself tho and choose to ramble on here, cos im afraid i'll hurt little mango.

rambutan isnt that great too. rambutan alwaes like to niao durian but rambutan's also slackin from wat i can see. how ironic when rambutan's saeing durians smelly and harms the children when rambutans bring so mani ants that even bite.

Seven-seven

i love my class, i realli do, but nowadaes....

77 has brought me so well into this HC culture. being a dunmanian doesnt eqquip u w the essential survial skills, but my class has helped me a lot! =) the first three months was such a blast, all the gossips and snrs too, made it beautiful. the fun times, the lame times, the bridges, the class times. i recall how i was able to develop into such a playful cheerful "carefree" boy. i cld joke ard in class like for GP and PW. HAHA last time i lameli do things in class, like saying i wanna be a giraffe when ms gan asks us abt wat we want to be, jokin about titanic cant join choir cos its supposed to "cant sing (sink)", which yr did titanic sink? left ear or rite ear? and hiding behind the ohp and using a deep voice to immitate dunxiang while he was standing in front and doing actions cos he cldnt speak. the papers we passed ard in CT session to write abt each other. the CSP lectures HAHA.

those were fun times! budden as council came in, i began to drift apart from my class. or rather, as studies came into the picture, the class became more and more apart. mind u, im not saying that we shldnt studi, but mani times i get irritated when ppl do things just for practical reasons, for grades and such. its DISGUSTIN how ppl behave. Muggin's fine, overMUGGING = yucks! hypocrites are worse. ppl start to pon lessons, or become selfish and monopolise the tutorial sessions. pls lah, tutors are not for u onli, they're class tutors, not private tutors. =( its so saddening to see ppl do soooo much to get the grades. are grade so impt, wat abt frens, sch? i know its rather unfair that i feel this wae just becos i dun mug, but there's a threshld rite. dont go overboard lah! Hais.

esp nowadaes that the prelims are coming, im beginning to see how ppl do not care abt rules, pon lessons esp PE, mug so much they dun care abt others. who cares abt spending time w your "best" frens when our time tgt are running low? my exams more impt lah! u think i love my frens den can get 4 A's meh? yikes. im particularli disgusted when ppl dun care abt teacher dae. tchrs spend so much time on us, cant we just do a little something for them? even if they arent the best tchrs ard, even tho some slack, even tho some may teach in a wae u dun like, even tho some are sometimes irritating, they're still our tchrs. no joke being a tchr, u thikn becoming tchr veri ez issit? u nv know how much they have to do. u nv know they have to manage stress, family too. just ask u all do a bit, not veri guo4 fen4 rite?

utterly disappointed at times. but there's still hope. i hope.

after prelims, i'll start doing more things for the class like i tried to do when council's ending. i hope that'll bring some humanity back into the group of ppl whom i spend most time in HCI w. i'll organise things i promise. pls, come back 05s77. i love u ppl. i miss u ppl.

i was so afraid the last dae of sch was super lousi. luckili it was fine! ppl still stayed back to take photos instead of rushing off like they alwaes did. OH PLS SEND ME THE PHOTOS WHOEVER HAD THEM!!!! I was so worried mr yeow wld let us off earli and then my two yrs of 77-ing wld end like that. anticlimax sia. but it was fine lah. mr yeow is a nice tchr, i appreciate him. he's a tchr who cares at least and hes frenli too. i had a nice half hr taking photos and seeing ppl take photos =)

[im sorry if i have offended anione in watever wae, its just wat i trueli feel inside me.]

two yrs have just zooomed past, faster than ani other two yrs of my life! so much gained, so much learnt. and now i gotta mug. still zero chapters mugged. not much time to waste. yet i just spent TWO hours w this entry.

oh i believe that i believe in karma.

no matter which god u pray to, who u believe in, where in the world u are, the good alwaes get rewarded and even if the good dun get rewards, they are alr rewarded w the good heart they have.

working comms

2006-08-21T00:18:00.000+08:00

I REALLY miss those times when we were able to sweat and be dirty doing meaning full work. the feeling of using strength, though im not exactly strong, is great.

Esp, MAF Fountain, O1 Games, Eleco Camp.

tired

2006-08-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

noooo, it STILL STILL STILL affects me.

tired. sian. hais. haha actualli also not veggi veggi sian la just a bit.

i realli hope i can stop all the HW. its dam sian. esp bio lah!! i wanna study but cant find the time to, cos im not that determined to mug like mani hwachongians are, and there's like never-ending bio to do! okay mabbe the bio teachers feel that its best to practise and wat not, but i feel i know myself best and if i dun start studying, im dieing. i have done ZERO chapters still BUT i'm not gg to die for prelims kae. so tml i shall start my challenge w mrs cheng and i realli hope she understds cos im just being frank mah. like i told her last week that i din do her tut at all and she warned me or rather everyone to complete ALL the plants qns, i onli did structured for one part.

fine, disregard sianzilla for some time.

sat went to acjc for PSC psychometric test. nothing much realli, cept that i went w shuai4 di4 aka peihan and lost pur wae somehow. HAHA. stupid. den the tests were tough but more tough cos they din allow toilet breaks and after onli abt 30 mins of the whole 2 hour stretch, i super NJ (Niao4 Ji2) alr. so the second and third tests were... u know...

oh yah the toilet veri funni. the dustbin got ACJC on it and somehow, they ended up having one with CJC and one even more off and funni, HCI. Laugh all u want frens.

just now watched the ralli, not too bad, saw my GP tchr Miss Tan PC =) and my xiong1 di4 twice and was rather funni. nv got to see familiar faces one.

man U won 5-1 Fulham! haha i sound hyper but actualli i'm not. well this daes i dun realli soccer liao and although i still support manU, nv that strong feeling alr and onli see see hear hear a bit lorZ. haha i guess onli xinyi will be super hyper over these man u things.

tchrs dae coming. hope ppl come back to school on the 31st. dun hear mani ppl wanting to come back but i will. i'll be back to see how the juniors do for TD and also of cos see the tchrs!=)

it still affects me.

2006-08-18T21:39:00.000+08:00

it still affects me.

Potato + Council

2006-08-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

(to escape the bio hw, im here, again.)

Even eating a potato brings back memories, a veri pleasant feeling =D

OMG. cant realli believe it at first but when i ate the cafe's baked potato todae after months not eating it, i realli felt i-dunno-how-to-describe inside me. Unbelieveable. just a bite, and i felt i have travlled back in time to somewhen earlier this yr, like march to may liddat.

The first thing i tot of was glori. i mean first person haha. i also dunno why but it just came to me. not like glori is a potato or i spent much time with her eating potato or something. i cant realli see the link. mabbe its just that period of time that i associate with her subconsciousli. i also tot of the cafe daes, the daes when we alwaes hang out at cafe for no reason but to eat the ptotato HAHA. rmbred this one dae when we had to stay back for cant rmbr wat shld be GM lah den i ate this cold potato which was -disgustin- also rmbred haining and the scene whereby like the nonstanding girls were doing the board thing for the nominees and we(the unneeded ones) were just there for no reason. i also recall that particular dae when i sat there and ate the potato alone with the Chem S hw in front of me and dunno which distinguishing tests to use. (and i went on to slp after that w/o doing chem s as usual)

Oh no the council feeling's back again. all those random feelings. once i start thinkin back i cant stop liao. ARGH. hahahaha. noooo i shall not go on, it will never end one lah!!

A single potato can make me think so much. wat if i ate ten potatoes?

I'll be bloated o____o

chem S

2006-08-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

Looks like im going to be 100% confident that my chem S will get great results!

Im so much boosted by the org test. There were like two tests, the first one in dunno when and the one i got back todae-took in april. Hmmm.

I would sae i have the greatest percentage improvement in perhaps the entire hwachong Chem S history.

HAHA. guess what? i'm feeling no prouder than i had when i got an E8 for GP last yr.

I have improved INFINITY percent! (Fmaths students pls dun argue i am single math student)

Qn: How to improve THAT MUCH? like wat the?
Answer: can lah. lemme show u how i achieved this magnificent feat.

Test One: ZERO [0/ 20]
Test Two: THREE [3/ 20]

Improvement: (3) marks.
Percentage Improvement: (3 / 0) X100% = Infinity??

Wow. Why are u not impressed.

fan2!

2006-08-16T21:22:00.000+08:00

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烦!

烦到 pimples 都 kaboom 出来了啦...

Sleepi daughter

2006-08-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

I just read my daughter's blog, i realised how she was like me a bit actualli. i also dunno if its liddat but she doesnt look like she thinks that much but she does? just like how u wld not think i think tt much but i do.

I shall stop saying that you look dao and sleepy!

Actualli i realised todae that you have a cute smile too. haha though it looks fake, its fakeli cute.

Emotionalli Unstable

2006-08-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

I think ppl do not realli see me as the real me.

I dun think u will have felt that i was emotionalli unstable, but i am. Actually im not that emotionalli unstable, just that sometimes _____ can just make me feel weird. not like its a big thing or a big deal, but small little parts count and i am picking up these little things.

I seriously think i think too much, yet i cannot help it.
Mabbe i can help it, but i still let it dominate me.

After all, i am human.

To Prelims

2006-08-13T18:24:00.000+08:00

Maths: 43 Chapters
Physics: 34 Chapters
Chemistry: 36 Chapters
Biology: 37 Chapters

Total: 150 Chapters

Done: 0 Chapters
Remainder: 150 Chapters

Good Luck Gum!

Home Alone

2006-08-13T14:49:00.000+08:00

Home alone now, thus fell aslp (with food processing notes in hand) just now until my bro called me. HAHa. std one alwaes fall aslp. anw to keep me more awake i decided to come online.

Ydae went to Brightsparks Jobsfactory Wkshop in sch abt career and interview skills. Hmm.. this was wat i realli needed and although i nearli felt that i would regret showing my interest for this wkshop, i think i spent a nice dae. The facilitator was a frenli guy and ex-hwachongian scholar too. he taught us to find out things abt ourselves such as values, interests, skills and so on...

This made me realise how i actualli am deep inside me. frens close to me will know i alwaes sae and do things like helping ppl, trying to do good things and so on, but i discovered actualli I AM NOT THAT NOBLE AFTER ALL. i thought i din mind doing things that were not rewarding as long as i help those in need or do things w integrity. Until the part when i was looking at the top 5 values that is the most dominating inside me. i ticked so mani that i could fit them all in. Those abt Integrity and Truth, Having an impact on others blah blah blah were impt, but I couldnt cancel our those which involved being a professional, $$, or climbing up the ranks in a company. theres such a desire to be recognised, to do something "pro" and to make my famlily and frens proud, and to earn lots of $$ in me heart. i tot it wasnt impt, but it IS still in me.

Therefore, headache again lor. now, the teacher path doesnt look appealing at all. these few daes i hear so much abt EDB and businesses and these kinda companies scholarships that interest is growing. Now i see myself being part of a large compani and being so busi and meeting clients day in day out! Its cool, i get to meet ppl, $$$$$, and make it big somedae. But i worry. Do i hv wat it takes. i am not a veri competitive person, i am not business minded, i am not the kind who will do watever it takes to succeed. I can imagine me, such a kind soul,being bullied or backstabbed. Are there ppl in the business arena that are kind and honest and full of integrity and yet succeed!?

I dunno. i haven heard much as of now. Or mabbe thats the wrong impression i got. Mabbe not everyone needs to do that kinda competitive things.

But who noes? Just wait and see. mabbe i'll be the first one to succeed with just my sincerity and integrity.

_____

Anw back to the wkshop the interview skills part was rather useful and the practice session was rather tough! i was the first one to go lah and i din know wat to expect thus was nervous. HAHA but my grp was qt fun!!

At nite went to eat dinner with relatives and celebrate freds bdae. =)
Happy bdae Fred!

Stressed Daughter.

2006-08-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

I have a stressed Daughter!

heres my advice: Dun worrry, when the ship reaches the bridge head it will automatically become straight!

Jiayou! Dad will alwaes support u!

Confused over uni and scholarships

2006-08-11T21:36:00.000+08:00

Haiya... i am still confused over all the uni and scholarships stuff.. Hmm... i realli like dunno leh. i dun have a particularli strong area of studi or ani strong interests in ani field, i dun have a life ambition. this makes my process or choosing further paths tremendousli tough!! ARGH. sometimes i just wish i was just good in that particular thing so i will just go on and pursue it. i wish i had the burning desire to be someone and some high flyer so i will know where i shld go!

But i am still the veri same old gummie. the one who dunno where my own future is?

i dunno. realli. nowades i have been thinkin of such stuff, wat i sincereli wanna achieve in life. i just wanna be someone who can help ppl ard me and influence them, to make an impact on ppl's lives as well! but i dunno wat kinda career path fits into these categories leh... i tot i will just studi and try to see where my interests lie.

so i hv been trying to see the scholarships. but most actualli dun interest me at all leh... all those army, police, journalism, research kind not realli my type, seem qt "boring" and std. onli like MOE one more attractive. budden ydae my mum den talked to me abt it and din realli support me becoming a tchr.

act also true lah... mabbe i spend my life in sch so tchr is the natural thing to be attracted towards. so i perhaps hv too gd an impression of the job.

now i kinda wanna go overseas to studi cos it will like enable me to grow and mature, but i will onli go if i get a scholarship. and back to sq one, which one to go for?????

wat will i do?

my ans still = dunno lor.

eljx

2006-08-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

ELJX

HAHA i said i wld post these up on the web so here it goes! haha... hellos ppl out there, this is my spastic classmate called eric lee aka eljx HAHA xD dunno wat to sae i think i carry my msg across with these photos taken during Mr Rem's physics lab on mondae o.O

ok. if eljx can act cute, y cant u?!

Happy National Day!

2006-08-10T00:06:00.000+08:00

Happy 41st Birthdae Singapore!

Haha... todae's our nations birthdae, and im qt glad to sae that i love Singapore! I'm proud to be singaporean realli. i wasnt born here but after being here since K2, i realli feel a lot for sg. there are so mani comments, criticisms abt PAP, education system in sg and all those kinda "bad" stuff, but at the end of the dae i realli hafta defend sg's policies and sae that no matter wat has happened, there are many proud sporeans out there. for me, the edu system has realli succeeded and throughout the yrs, i have loved sg more and more.

Just now, i managed to stay focused on the tv for the ndp06 for a long time since like pri sch. i for once paid much attention again and it felt nice. and after that while watching sg idol i like smsed nearli 100 frens to wish them a happi nat dae and love ppl ard them =) it was nice to see how some ppl still reply and wish me happy nat dae. and how some love sg like i do!

Mindy saes: ..." i am feeling v patriotic right now! "...
Shit saes: ..."we're proud 2 b singaporeans!"...

Yeah. So Rock On Singapore! i'll love you just as long as you'll be there for me=)

2006-08-10T00:02:00.000+08:00

Finally..

Haha... Finally my blogs up! last time my blog couldnt sustain and i had alwaes wannted to continue but i din like to use skins. that were no me at all! so i finalli finalli managed to put this up, but the prelims are coming and i think it wouldnt last high quality for now xD
anw i'll try my best to keep this place alive and i hope i dun end up tokin to myself like wat happened the previous time....