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EEEWW. i knew it was gg to happen. HAHA. and i fell for it knowing the consequences.

the moment i decided to click on the first link called Brendan i knew my morning was gone and i was right of cos. Links linking to links linking links linked to linking links.

And AGAIN, the weird feeling is up. wats wrong w me? i cant explain. but im qt sure i will not do so again in the near future, or my A lvls are screwed. Shit i dunno wats wrong w me.

thinking thinking thinking. tiring my brain cells on things that arent impt at this moment.

i just feel like talking. talking to NICE ppl. haven been out of the hse since a long time. last nite was die-die-ing i felt out of breath so gave up my notes for my bed at like 11 wth. but st cldnt realli sleep arghs.

i dreamt of mani things last nite. mostly sch though. i rmbr dreaming of dhs in the old classroom w ppl out of place like some actress there too. another moment i was in the sch audi and gg thru some bio paper and asking mrs cheng some qn and suddenli talking abt some GM tube and saying " ask Mr remedios lah". den was at Hwa chong open hse out of a sudden and even my dhs fren from sec 2 appeared and helped to do some stuff. a huge banner in the central plaza cld change colour and move and mr rem was there hitting it like a gong w some juniors running abt. and used some rope to connect to someones comm and the tchr saes sorry for not understding wats wrong w the cables.

and i dreamt of someone too that i felt i miss seeing and talking to her so much in the morn i woke up w a "suppressed" feeling like pressures building on me. hmm.. i alwaes tot i wld feel like this for Selenium but i guess i was just trying to force myself to rmbr those daes. when i have alr let go, it seems like something different comes out of it.

Gum 10/25/2006 12:04:00 pm