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Aftermath After MAF

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Yest or rather todae slept at 2 am den woke up at 1145, slept at 1345 and woke up at 1645. i practically slept the whole dae awae.

thats was the aftermath after maf.

i dunno leh. i just kept thinkin abt stuff that i just din wanna do work at all. i guess im turning into more an more of an escapist. the old times, the ppl, and Selenium. i felt lost once more. a weird feelin inside thats a milder version of how i felt after steppin down. i rmbr last time i just lied on the bed and kept thinkin and thinkin and feelin horrible inside me. even had to see doc and get MC cos of being too tired and sad.



How worthy is worth?

Some mistakes are worth making. Some sacrifices are worth making. Some friends are worth making. Somethings are just worth doing all over again even if you know its gg to hurt you once more.

I realli miss those daes. That period of time. Even though i knew i would feel weird and lost for perhaps a few months, but the joy, the smiles it brings is just too irresistable.

Worth doing it again? definitely. i didnt regret and will not regret it.

i wish i could feel that wae again. it was the explosion in my life.

Gum 10/08/2006 06:49:00 pm