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Doing stuff for the sake of doing it

i had always rejected the idea of doing things for the sake of doing it. well although i do that often like gg to sch for the sake of gg, i try to do things to enrich my time. i refer more to those things done for the sake of doing it to get u a good CV for eg.

i dunno.

just finished my CCA testimonial, and i feel i have so little to write abt. but wat ive done is wat i wholeheartedly felt i shld do except for mabbe ONE CIP thingie. Although im proud that ive not tried to make make my testimonial look good by delibrately doing things i wun do or dun feel like doing, i know that deep inside me in one corner, i hope i had done so.

i wished for that little while i had tried to plan my life in hc and did more enrichment and stuff. and organised stuff perhaps. so that ppl will see wat i've done. u see, the big companies out there see your paper first, and by the length, it alr discounts your chances. not that they only want ppl with lots of activities, its just that everyone seems to have done so that if u have not, u are at a disadvantage.

im still proud of myself that ive not done the things i despise. but i think i'll do more the next time, but no too OVER.



i wish.


i wish somedae ppl see u as a person, not as a CIP Machine, a CCA Machine.


first as a person, den a CIP / CCA Machine.


i wish somedae that scholarships and jobs had an interview panel that is made up of your frens and ppl ard u.


but den, ppl will start to not fake their testimonials but start to fake their personality more.


thats worse?


i wish somedae ppl onli communicate their true self.





but wishes dun come true often i suppose?

Gum 8/28/2006 06:10:00 pm