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Haiya... i am still confused over all the uni and scholarships stuff.. Hmm... i realli like dunno leh. i dun have a particularli strong area of studi or ani strong interests in ani field, i dun have a life ambition. this makes my process or choosing further paths tremendousli tough!! ARGH. sometimes i just wish i was just good in that particular thing so i will just go on and pursue it. i wish i had the burning desire to be someone and some high flyer so i will know where i shld go!

But i am still the veri same old gummie. the one who dunno where my own future is?

i dunno. realli. nowades i have been thinkin of such stuff, wat i sincereli wanna achieve in life. i just wanna be someone who can help ppl ard me and influence them, to make an impact on ppl's lives as well! but i dunno wat kinda career path fits into these categories leh... i tot i will just studi and try to see where my interests lie.

so i hv been trying to see the scholarships. but most actualli dun interest me at all leh... all those army, police, journalism, research kind not realli my type, seem qt "boring" and std. onli like MOE one more attractive. budden ydae my mum den talked to me abt it and din realli support me becoming a tchr.

act also true lah... mabbe i spend my life in sch so tchr is the natural thing to be attracted towards. so i perhaps hv too gd an impression of the job.

now i kinda wanna go overseas to studi cos it will like enable me to grow and mature, but i will onli go if i get a scholarship. and back to sq one, which one to go for?????

wat will i do?

my ans still = dunno lor.

Gum 8/11/2006 09:36:00 pm